Ordeal

I felt so heavy today and  the day before
so hard to feel everything so easy
in my eyes so hard to finding the truth people
there are like plastic and statue

many things in my mind and that so hard to me for explain
thinking what will i do for 4 years and next year after

something very stanger came to me and huging me so deeply
and i know that something will be my angle for helping me to light that i need

and you know,
life like whell sometimes you in down and sometimes you in up

and now im in down
but beside someone i felt like im so strong

but you know
the fact is i like the same of them , what i was thinking before
im like statue and plastic
so thats why everybody doesnt make the truth on others eyes